Just couldn't do it....

Sometimes we do things that feel right at first, but then once you start you realize that it's definitly not where you need to be at the moment.

I just got home from Spokane where I went for a job interview. The interview started out just fine, but I started to feel awful about just being there. I was told that the job would require me to relocate to Salt Lake City for a month of training without pay, and then I would be moving to Chicago. I just simply can't do this yet. John means too much to me, Kara is moving home next week. We haven't lived close to each other in a couple of years. I am just now getting to the point where my parents and I get a long nicely. I begin the Coffee Master program with Starbucks next week. Things are shaping up for me really nicely. It's just not time to move on yet, although I will agree that I need to get out of the office. I will soon remedy this.

Good night all!